I havent been on the page for more than 9 months, since i was so concentrate with my work.
for a half an hour overview. i was totally shocked! OH my god...
I still remember those girls i used to see a lot in parties. they are married and one is even pregent! Me? I am still nothing but a busy Bee....
Summary of Year 2011
i started dating this year! i have never found myself active or apealing, but this year, i did have couple dates. Surprise! maybe i also grown up more like a lady. start wearing dresses and high-hills.
after searching for months, i found the job i like alot! have been very devoted into my job. and kind of get promovted in a very short time! being the Model Staff at work. Great!
I went out a lot during summer. Great party everytime! and i also notice the way to enteratin myself. No the very young loud clubs, but more chill-out bars, house party, get-together party, CS meeting. Sports, Art, Zoo and traveling... I managed to get my life together.
I started a different way of networking this year. More cocktail party like, business talk... Trying my best to fit in. it is very hard, people are always smilling to you, i though they are nice and they can help me ? when you ask you can only get the answer “NO". not real friends.
As for new friends, i miss making new friends. i met some cool girls through CS or GZstuff parties, but never get a time to catch up or hang out. ended up never really friends.... :( my good friends are becoming less... Most of them are gone with the airplane... School friends---bascially all forever bye. :'(
I always said i need to past my Japanese test, i need to pick up my German. None, i didnt even speak Japanese now. :'(
I said i would start my wine class, picked it up for couple weeks only.
Girls used to get jealous of me never get fat. Now i doubt it. I have been sitting in the office 8 hours everyday, never do a single move! the only sport i do, 10 minutes walk from home to office. getting my tummy now! so worry.... what if no boy want me any more?
I am so broke all the time now. When i was still in university i get finiancial support. Not, Only financial cut! my Salary was incrediable little, but my new dresses, my new apartment, travel expense, my dating expense all goes up up up.... i was cool to go dutch, now i may have to have a second though. :'( I may need to learn to deal with money money ....
You? how about you? Would love to hear from you.
Life has been a bit bored these days, curise curise curise...