I have a Ex colleage have a babe last night and today everybody in my office is happy for her, why like this? the only thing I feel is angry, upset and hate her, why she can marry and no need to work and her husband to pay for her life? why i need to work every day like a dog and never have a friend and have love or family? because I'm not rich? becuase I'm not good looking? or what? I wish she and the baby get sick everyday and get in all kind of trouble, I don't want her to be happy because I don't have happiness, why she can have? why all the people is laughing? are they laughing at me? Am I need to be unhappy and sad forever? Why my life is life this?