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White man, Asian woman.

 

This photo is not of me.

“Asian women suck.” The person who said this to me was referring to Asian women dating white men.

As an Asian man, perhaps it’s my feminist responsibility to defend my kind from any accusations that our females suck. Instead, I confess that there are times when I really want to throw “unconditional sisterhood” out the window, and sympathize with those who hold this sentiment. Sometimes, I think some Asian women with white men do suck.

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“I am an Asian woman with a white boyfriend”. 

Just reading that sentence without knowing anything about my circumstances, how I got into this relationship, what I feel, what my boyfriend feels… how many of you will think one of the following?

 

Group A

  • Yellow fever
  • White fever
  • Asian fetish
  • White worship
  • Emasculating Asian men
  • White hegemony
  • Self-hating Asian
  • Gold-digger

And how many of you are genuinely inclined toward these lines of thought:

 

Group B

  • Love conquers all
  • Both partners are colorblind
  • Equal relationship
  • Respect for both races/cultures
  • Your personal preference
  • Mixing up bloodlines is good for humanity

And how many of you genuinely:

 

Group C

  • Don’t care
  • Have no opinion

 

Just think about that for a while — without being politically correct, what is your gut reaction to Asian women with white men?

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When I started feeling attracted to the man who is now my boyfriend, I hesitated for a long time before acting on my feelings. He was a wonderful man who respected me and made me laugh, but I had reservations about joining the interracial relationship cliché. Another white guy with an Asian girl, I thought. No! I asked myself a lot of questions, had crazy schizophrenic-type dialogues with myself in my head:

Why was I initially attracted to him?
Has media bias against Asian men gotten to me?
But I grew up in an Asian country watching local shows and Korean dramas!
Am I emasculating Asian men by being with a white guy?
But he doesn’t have the Hollywood white-man-oh-so-masculine look, and he’s shorter and smaller than me and most Asian guys I know!
I’ve always been attracted to Asian guys! So why this guy?
I’ve never been in a relationship with a white guy before, so surely this isn’t about a racial preference or white superiority or all that post-colonial discourse.
Maybe I just like this guy because I met him at the Shanghai Barbie Store. 

After this emotional tug-of-war, I gave the relationship a chance, and I am grateful I did.

But my entry into the white male/Asian female club does not mean I’ve gone on an “it’s always about love” kick and that I blindly celebrate all the relationships that, on the surface, look like mine.

There are the WM/AF relationships which I firmly believe are equal partnerships between two egalitarian, colorblind individuals who respect each other’s cultures and beliefs.

However, as someone recently reminded me, there are those kinds of WM/AF relationships that give the rest of us a bad name — the ones that are formed on the perhaps covert and destructive valuing of the white man’s race and culture over the Asian woman’s, where the white man has little regard for his partner’s culture, or sees her as a trophy. Some pairings are just blatantly unequal, and as that someone commented, “Only an AF who is really un-self-aware and/or self-loathing would date or marry such a man.”

We're not all rich old white men with young ferocious Asian wives... but they do exist.

“I’m not against white guys and Asian girls,” said a Chinese male friend. “It’s only when the Asian girl looks down upon her own race and chooses a white guy because she thinks he is superior in terms of looks, culture, money, and if their children continue to think that white is better… then I get frustrated.”

But how about relationships between white men and Asian women when there is no obvious white worshipping/Asian fetishizing/gold-digging going on? In those cases, surely the Asian woman doesn’t suck. However, internalized racism can be subtle, with prejudices not seeming like prejudices at all. Asian women only suck when they don’t think twice about saying things like:

  • I have a cultural/aesthetic preference for white guys.
  • Asian men have small penises, trust me, I’m Asian.
  • White guys are much more physically attractive compared to Asian guys.
  • Asian men are nerds and geeks and quiet losers.
  • Asian men aren’t romantic.
  • White guys are hot and sexy, while Asian guys are just loyal friends.
  • I will never date an Asian guy, I only date white guys.
  • I can’t date Asian men because they’re like my brothers.
  • Caucasian features are more attractive compared to the round face, olive skin, small squinty eyes Asian guys have.
  • Etc. along the same lines.

I’ve heard enough Asian women say these things as if they were absolute truths, without questioning how they came to their racial preferences, and not realizing how much these seemingly flippant remarks harm Asian men, create a rift between Asian men and women, and breed negativity towards Asian women who don’t hold these views.

Sometimes I wonder how an Asian woman can say she prefers white men because they are more aesthetically pleasing, when one day she might have a son who looks more like her side of the family than his father’s. This is why I feel bad for the very angry Asian-looking son who hates his white dad and Asian... – if his mother did think all the bullet points above, it’s no wonder her Asian-looking son is so resentful for being brought into a world where even his own mother could dismiss men with his features.

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I keep a blog where I’ve occasionally touched upon my type of interracial relationship, particularly in two posts, The Asian Girlfriend Complex, and Ending Bias against White Male and Asian Female Couples?. I wrote these posts because I am very much aware of the negative associations (of Group A) that are often attached to my type of pairing. Compared to many Asian women I know, I’m perhaps a little too self-aware (or oversensitive) of what my relationship represents.

Most of the criticism I get on my head understandably comes from Asian men who react to what they perceive is my “pro-white” message, simply because I am an Asian male. I welcome commenters who wish to discuss the issue civilly, but personal attacks are where I draw the line, and such comments deleted. However, I recently began an email conversation with one such “angry Asian man” who attacked me on my blog. Instead of simply dismissing him like I did the others, I decided I wanted to hear more in-depth from one of them.

 

 

 

Rupert Murdoch & Wendi Deng.

 

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Comment by Leslie Lam on July 31, 2011 at 8:48pm
Come on, maybe it sounds like that kind of story.Actually, it's not!
Comment by Kris on July 31, 2011 at 8:35pm

LOL Anthony, "mmmmm...arrghhh....fire..goooooood....."

 

But seriously, sounds like leslie was ditched by a girl and she went out with a white guy and now he's wanting "revenge"

Comment by Mei Xu on July 31, 2011 at 7:43pm
I would forget I were a Chinese woman if I love a white man but when I found difficulties to stay with the white man, then I will wake up and find I am a Chinese woman.
Comment by Leslie Lam on July 31, 2011 at 7:02pm

What the hell is your problem? What I named myself is none of ur business, it’s just a sign have nothing to do with the “androgynous”.Get to see this post from Joe

http://www.gzstuff.com/profiles/blogs/whats-the-deal-with-chinese

 

I am sorry for what the messages I got from guys are hard to tell whether it’s relative to my gender. And I have no idea what are you say about setting people up.

 

Please focus on my post but not who I am who you are. I think you are offensive, I welcome your comments however. But before that, please take a hike! 

Comment by Gabriel Ivory on July 31, 2011 at 12:02pm
My wife regrets marrying me everyday, verbally...i regret having ears..
Comment by Julie Moncada on July 31, 2011 at 1:21am
Although I do not care about the content of your dicussion I do like the way you express yourself in writing. Nice.  
Comment by 他妈的鬼佬他妈的乡巴佬 on July 30, 2011 at 5:17pm
Oh yea. I remember when I first joined GZ Stuff and thought I had a point to make about something. Good thing I got over that. Yet, people then, seemed more ready to tear at me personally than they do with this poster. Go figure...
Comment by mOyukh on July 30, 2011 at 2:59pm
oh lord!
Comment by JAMAIS VU on July 30, 2011 at 2:51pm
Insufferably the cam snapped it. I can't see it! No, no no no. Noooooooooo.
Comment by Anthony Avila on July 30, 2011 at 2:10pm

i'm starting to love it when a newbee comes on and post something that's akin to making a point like:

 

mmmmm...arrghhh....fire..goooooood.....

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