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I have to admit that something does happen to me.
"you may suffer from depression to some degree,in my opinion."the psychiatrist said so.
"no way!if you know me as my friends do,then you won't say so."
"it is unrational to escape from such an issue,you should face and try to come over it,and i will help you."
"thanks,but it is nothing, i am sure i am ok."
"i will be glad you visit any time."
it is time to face it!
ease life and some trouble was wanted,now it is and former state is needed eagerly.whatever,self-abuse is the theme.positive or negative ,don't talk about it ,cuz nerve is numb.i thought more pain would stimulate more energy,tougher stuff and stronger characteristic ,but in fact i just want to escape,accept this :weakness.