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I AM BACK! LOL

I have to admit that something does happen to me.

"you may suffer from depression to some degree,in my opinion."the  psychiatrist said so.

"no way!if you know me as my friends  do,then you won't say so."

"it is unrational to escape from such an issue,you should face and try to come over it,and i will help you."

"thanks,but it is nothing, i am sure i am ok."

"i will be glad you visit any time."

"never."

it is time to face it!

       ease life and some trouble was wanted,now it is and former state is needed eagerly.whatever,self-abuse is the theme.positive or negative ,don't talk about it ,cuz nerve is numb.i thought more pain would stimulate more energy,tougher stuff and stronger characteristic ,but in fact i just want to escape,accept this :weakness.

     今天是七夕，其实相比之下更喜欢中国的传统节日，却没法喜欢七夕。用现时很in的话来说，七夕就意味着寂寞孤独冷。

      没人约吗？相反，总是找各种各样的理由拒绝了。

      不寂寞吗？不才怪！特别是对对情侣从眼前游晃而过时，恨不得把自己掐死，恨自己干嘛拒绝得那么义无反顾。…